I need to change.

I've been wanting to do this since years ago and I know, maybe I did change a little. But it's not enough and I should not feel /proud/. I have such ugly attitude. Do I even need to explain in details? My physical appearance is even worse. I need to look like my age despite all these /given/ disadvantages. It's June already and I'm reaching near SPM which also means, I'll get transferred to a new phase of life real soon too. The University/College life.

With this attitude? How about no. Yup, setakat perangai macam ni, survive kat Saujana boleh la. Plus, I doubt if I survived that well here. Huh?

Seriously, I need to change D: Where do I even start? ;~;

The only thing I'm looking forward to right now is me, making sure that everything on my to-do list is ticked before school starts.

Well, the main reason I logged in here is to rant about something D: Something that no one can relate to because people will think that I am making a mountain out of a molehill. Maybe I am? hahah welcome to my life. It's not people's fault to assume that i'm feelingless cause thats how I act when I'm around them. But cant they feel that i'm a human too? I have feelings and jksadhjksahjas bla bla blah

hahahahahahah k i'm lame la. Everyone can just dig a hole and let me hide in there foreva. Who on earth would want to care about my so-very-unimportant dilemmas when they have tons of other things to be taken care of. There's a lot of prettier humans who need attention out there. So, dear self prz just keep your feelings to yourself bc you is ugryyyyyyy

hehehe bye :3